I'm not afraid of crying. In fact, a good sappy commercial can actually turn the waterworks on. But in the midst of telling a story the other night, a story I've told numerous times without feeling anything, I was assaulted with tears. The experience was bizarre, not because tears weren't appropriate, but because I couldn't tap into where they were coming from. I don't just cry without reason. They were foreign, and sudden, and seemingly out of context. But they spoke to a deeper issue that I didn't realize was there, and still can't identify. But I must identify.
There is always more work to be done, but the end to this might just be in sight. Finally.
Has anyone else had a similar experience with sudden emotion that made no sense?
1 comment:
um i definitely cry on the way home from work at least one day a week for no definable reason. Well, there are many reasons, but the tears come unbidden by any one factor.
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